I’m sorry, I know that means little at this point,but I am.
不好意思，我知道这些对你而言意义并不大，但对我却很重要。
I tried.
I think you would all agree that I tried.
I think you would all agree that I tried to be true.
我尝试过了。
我觉得你们也会认同我已经尝试过了。
我觉得你们真正地认同我尝试过了。
To be strong.
To be kind.
To love.
To be right.
But I wasn’t.
尝试变得坚强。
尝试变得仁慈。
尝试着去相信爱。
尝试着做对的事情。
但我失败了。
And I know you knew this, in each of your ways.
And I am sorry.
我已经你们已经知道了这些，无论从你们的那种角度，
所以我感到抱歉。
All is lost here.
Except for soul and body , that is ,what’s left of they am,and a half day’s ration.
It’s inexcusable really , I know that now.
此时此刻我已一切尽失。
剩余的只有灵魂与肉体，以及半天的口粮。
我现在明白了，这是无法原谅的。
How it could have taken this long to admit that , I’m not sure, but it did.
I’m not sure what that is worth, but know that I did.
I fought till the end.
I have always hoped for more for you all.
我一直挣扎到了最后。
我不确定为什么需要那么长时间去承认它，不过它确实做到了。
我不清楚这有什么价值，不过我做到了。
我以前总是对你们期望如此的多。
